It’s times like these I really wish I was in a relationship.

Just to have someone to talk to about “deep” stuff.

Like, I know I have my girl friends, but I just feel like I’d be boring them with my emotional bull shit. I know they’d say “Don’t worry it’s fine,” but I don’t want to offload my crap onto them.

My dog died today.

I can’t stop crying.

going to the bathroom and puking my guts up.

I won’t though.

I don’t think.

They’re cunts. The lot of them.

emotions and thoughts and feelings.

Spent another night looking through post secret, and I can relate to so much of what other people write.

I just think it’s strange. How when people go through the same experiences, most people think the exact same thoughts and have the exact same feelings.

That’s what connects you to strangers I think. The knowing that they’ve probably all lost a loved one, or had a messy break up. It’s like you know something about them even though you’ve never met.

i’ll keep on kidding myself that one day this might actually happen.

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this girl, and we get on really well with her, and have gotten good friends. I’m straight. And a girl.

But I think that she thinks I’m a lot cooler than I actually am. Like, I’ve never lied to her, or been anything other than myself or anything, but sometimes I feel really intimidated.

Like, when I’m going out with her and her friends I always have to make sure I look nice, as oppose to just shove on whatever.

I don’t understand why I care so much about what others think.

I thought I got out of that frame of mind two and a half years ago?

I don’t want to be dragged back into that superficial bullshit.

but god they’re so blind. Like i love them so much, but sometimes they irritate me so bad y’know?

Just watching them, they’re so under the thumb. Like most of them. How can they be controlled by another person?

Like, I’m not the most loud inyourface kind of person, but i wouldn’t lay down and take shit.

Like seriously, it’s click-your-fingers-and-come-running kind of stuff. Clearly that’s no friendship/ relationship if there’s no room for compromise.

Everytime I’ve brought it up or mentioned it, they either get stressy or say yeahh i  know, and do nothing about it. Just want to slap some sense into them.

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